dEaR DiaRy....

...from the mind of the girl who wants to be easy life.....

2006-12-06T11:09:00.000+08:00

just got this off some email messages, and thought to myself that it's been quite a long time since I had some time to answer an online questionnaire. Plus, this seems to be quite an interesting set of questions.

1) are you single, taken or crushing?

--> taken, yet this is current relationship of mine is what i really want right now. ho hum.

2) are you happy with where you are?

--> hmmm. i must admit that i am very happy with the opportunities that are coming my way, yet i can't say that i am so much generally happy. there are things i want to do but i can't pursue them because of some constraints.

3) when you meet the right person, do you fall fast?

--> right now,Nope! I already meet the love of my life...

4) have you ever had your heart broken?

--> yes, once if memory serves me right. unlike my Ie, i don't really have a automatic defense mechanism against hurting. i have always believed in the idea that "one has to give everything, to gain everything." hence, when my relationships end, i always find myself shattered on floor.

5) do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?

--> nope. i don't think that it will ever be okay.

6) would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?

--> i would probably have to say yes. as an aquarian, i always believe that people change and learn their lessons. and yes, i am very much human.

7) have you ever talked about marriage with another person?

--> yupyup. and i still do. somehow, marriage for me is a concept that has evolved into something more than just a religious ritual for straight people. i talk about it with my friends and my boyfriend...

8) do you want children?

--> yes, definitely. to raise a child is one of the greatest and most valuable gift that God has ever entrusted to Man.

9) how many?

--> about one or two would be wonderful.

10) would you consider adoption?

--> i'd like to see my self reflected in the eyes of a child that sprung from my own gene pool. but if it's too much to ask, then i'll be content with what God wants me and my partner to have.

11) if somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way for them to tell you?

--> i've always been a sucker for romantic endeavors, maybe because i am also a die hard romantic sentimental realist. i guess an invitation for a night out would be a good start, then he can probably tell it to me while looking into my eyes with the stars bearing witness.

12) do you enjoy playing hard to get?

--> sometimes i do. it's nice to see someone going after you and exerting much effort to be noticed.

13) do you want someone you can't have?

--> sadly, yes...stupid stupid me..

14) do you believe love at first sight exists?

--> hmm...very much, i must say.

15) do you believe in celebrating anniverseries?

--> i do enjoy the concepty of going on monthsaries and anniversaries. yet, i enjoy the thought of celebrating love everyday not just every month or every year.

16) do you believe that you can change someone?

--> we all have the power to change someone and inevitably, his life too. in the little

17) if you could get married anywhere, money's not an object, where would it be?

--> hmmm...in paris. or in vancouver...

18) do you have feelings for someone right now?

--> yes. feelings for only one people actually...it's my boyfriend only..

19) have you ever wished you could have someone but you couldnt?

-->i try not to think about those type of things to much. it just gets me

20) have you ever broken a heart?

--> During my past years...i have, and it pains me to realize that the heart i broke belongs to man i want to spend the rest of my life with...

21) would you ever fight somebody over your significant other?

--> yes, i would. to fight for love would be the best conquest ever.

22) what would you say about your last girl/boyfriend?

--> he's one the best people i know, a good conversationalist, son, and brother...

23) would you marry any of your ex's if they ask?

--> ...i wouldn't, even if he does ask me to.

i must admit that i had fun answering every question, although there were some that i wish i didn't have to answer..it took me some time, but i answered it wit all honesty and as fast as i could para di ko na masyadong pag-isipan.

Why? Why? Why? Bakit ganun?...Ganun Ba ako?...Why?Why?Why?...Sa tingin nyo b ganun ako?...stupid stupid stupid....#@U^*(*

sleepyhead...

2006-11-09T15:30:00.000+08:00

I was sitting beside the window of our classroom, staring blankly as it rains, my mind is floating and is going to nowhere. after sometime the rain had stopped and the sky is clear once again. the sound of my professors voice echoes to the room but it seems that i can't hear a thing. I turned my head to look at my professor, trying so hard to understand the things that he was saying. I decided to get a pen and a piece of paper for me to take down some notes, but instead of writing details about our discussion, I draw a smiley that's it.. My mind's still empty and i can't think of anything, I'm beginning to feel sleepy and dreaming something.., then my sit mate looked at me and tapped my shoulder, “hey!wake up” she said, then i told her “i wasn't sleeping at all, I'm just trying to rest my eyes..” I looked at my phone to see what time is it, it is only 2:40pm and 6:00 is our dismissal. I still have to wait for a long time. Now, my professor is telling some sort of stories about his experience in the working industry but as usual I am not paying attention. I looked at my phone again to see if some one still remembers me, but with no luck, I haven't receive a single message...

Here's me looking forward to continue my project before I leave for school later...

mchl logs off for now..

Long time No post...

2006-11-08T13:42:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since i last posted anything in here. i kind'a miss putting my some insights into words and publishing it so that others would know what's going on my mind. Anyways, I've been busy with school stuff & work right now and also I am focusing on my studies too. Since this time is fast approaching and later on it's Christmas Day..Yipee..well, today is my boyfriend's birthday and I hope that all his wishes in life may be granted...Hmm...what else..Last monday, my family friend treat us at chinatown's best restaurant..Right now, i'm kind'a bored and i feel like i'm not in the mood of doing anything at the moment.. i don't know what i'm thinking, all i did was to stare around meand i don't know whats got into me, but somehow, i feel like i'm happy... its odd and people might think that i'm going crazy, but i'm not. i can't really describe what i'm feeling right now, but this feeling is not that new to me, i've felt it before, but i never thought of having the same feeling again...

Tagged...

2006-08-31T12:04:00.000+08:00

I have been tagged! Alright, well here it goes.

Intructions:
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you’ve completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person’s tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with I have been tagged! Then do this. (copy and paste!)

Favourites:
Favourite Colour: Orange, Green, Yellow, Pink
Favourite Food: Native
Favourite Sport: I don't play sports but tennis is okay.
Favourite Day of the Week: Saturday
Favourite Season: when December comes because its getting nearly cold
Favourite Ice Cream: Mango
Currents:
Current Mood: Hmm, pretty mellow.
Current Clothes: Esprit
Desktop: Akazukin Chacha
Current Time: 12:15 pm
Current Surroundings: Printer paper laying everywhere, clothes all over the place, and pillows scattered. Gee, my room is a mess..
Current Annoyances: Little cousins >D
Current Thoughts: ...Ugh, I seriously want some sweets...

First:
First Best Friend: Marissa.. my cousin
First Crush: Heh, I can't really remember his name. It was a really long time ago since I was elementary...
First Movie: Little women
First Lie: I don't know either...
First Music: Umm, gee I don't know, stuff on the radio. xD.

Last:
Last Drink: Fresh dalandan juice
Last Car Ride: Last monday when my friends invites me to eat with them at rob place...
Last Crush: hmm..for now..nothing..promise..
Last Phone Call: Hmm, from my aunt telling me that she's coming to our house later....
Last CD played: Amrican Idiot by greenday.

Have you ever:
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: Nope...
Have you ever broken the law: hmm..yes but nothing major.
Have you ever been arrested: Nope
Have you ever been on TV: Don't think so...
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: Huh

Things:
5 things you are good at: reading, writing stories, lettering, being lazy, arguing
4 things you did today: Slept in, brushed my teeth, take a bath, and ate two pancakes.
3 things you can hear right now: The vehicles beating against the window, radio, typing.
2 things you regret: Hmm, I don't regret..
1 thing you do when you are bored: sleep...zzzzzzzz

Hmm, well I don't think I know anybody who hasn't already done this.

I am not saying goodbye...

2006-08-30T10:03:00.000+08:00

Damn! Its been over 2 days since I last blogged here and I said to myself that I will be blogging alot more… I have been so busy last week! I have so many exams and projects every week. My classes are really hectic and there is so much to study. I had my last exam yesterday also, it went so good :happy! We never get time to relax in school. I cant even afford to miss it because the marks do count. Nothing new or great is happening my life. I am just too busy and too bored to blog. I wish I had time like before. Anyways, so what else? I need to get part time job in accounting office because I want to experience solving problems in reality. Right now, I have a part time job also as a data encoder near at our school..well, this is my life right now because I really do need the money and experience. I cant take up so much stuff..hmm..whats new? My friend (neighborhood) from Canada has been here for like 3 months now and I have not met him I hope I do I think my aunt's baby, Alyssa Colinne, is the cutest kid I have ever seen well I do hope to blog more from now on, I will try my best. Good morningfor now... Take care

Madness...

2006-08-28T20:03:00.000+08:00

I dont know if someone has tried to hack my blogger account or what. I can not login from my usual id. Its annoying coz I dont have the time to deal with all this s*!* rightnow! I am so mad. Really why do people do this? Its not funny. Anyway I will try to ask my bf to fix it somehow coz I dont know how to work with my template code.:^S and I think he does. I think if its really impossible to fix this problem I am just going to delete my blogger account. Well,I had to get the new account again, anyway but it will take quite sometime. I also want to make a new layout for my blog but I am so busy this week because of having final exams I have got so much to study..

What more stuff should I add on this blog?

I went to school today to attend all the make-up classes because we had a presentation and I have an advance final exam today rather 6-9pm..err... such a bad time for myself.. I am in a very nervous mood rightnow coz our finals going near, I love to study but I'm so lazy to do some study stuffs.., someone hacked my blogger account.. I am hungry but there is nothing to eat and of course I am lazy to fix something for myself …sigh .. I will just site here and study through the internet or something I guess. Yes, I know I have a test of lower limb tomorrow but oh well, I am just too pissed off rightnow! BTW I told to myself what all I want to be on next term hehe. Its so unfair that I have an exam today 6-9pm, my school is driving me crazy! Anyway, see ya all, for those who think I just exaggerate about exams and all, check out my calendar. I have never studied so much, so hard continuously in my life so far ... Take care, bye!

Presentation and Exam...

2006-08-23T18:02:00.000+08:00

I have another project management test coming up on 25th. Only 1 day is left and I have not even started studying the project part :^S Thats still okay but whats worse is that I have a big presentation coming up on 25th also!..Gosh.. Its really not good since I have no time to prepare for it! The topic for our report is to present our product which is about our 'Bora-Land Restaurant'..Last time, our classmates got 2 days to prepare for their presentation and ours get greater than a week…that too with another test coming up this is so unfair! Really, I am so scared I need to study so much for the test and then I have to prepare for the presentation, its our first group presentation by the way. I dont know how I will do in it since I think I cant speak good in public Anyway, I have to fix my things and I will be studying for the test on friday all day, hopefully I will be able to complete those topics. I have to do that presentation with a group, only 1 presentation will be done by at least 2 members per group, the rest are to be done each by a 2 student only. I thought that was good because I will get some help from my groupmates but now I think its going to be bad since we are already cramming over what topics we prepare and what should be handled by them. Yesterday night, my grandmother goes to our province because my grandfather died since monday morning.. .. Im not yet sure if I could go this coming Saturday because I have a final exams on monday..I wanted to go but Im not yet sure.. Well, thats a relief I think I should go and study for test now. I saw my friend once again by the way so much for the big test coming up!!

I am off for now, wish me luck! Good night and bye!

wait! I am still here...

2006-08-22T12:12:00.000+08:00

I am still here, not closing down...Anyweiz..Im back again to make this blog..I feel so bad yesterday evening because all of my thoughts in this blog account were gone....Today, I decided to update and start a new pave again...Hmm.. What changed my mind? Well I just logged into the computer and saw numerous files and folders and yeah all that too time and hard work, I wont just delete them as yet..I have so many projects to finish and thank God, my projects were all done.. As time goes by, final exam is getting near.. .. Well I have nothing else to talk about, guess thats all...Break a leg..